New Year... But am I Old Me???

I wanna switch it up a bit... Have you ever felt that you had unanswered questions? There are just somethings that were not put to rest from the past. It is common though... Right??? There is so much that has came about from me and evolved that sometimes I cannot contain it. The question I want to ask myself is "What do you want?" I am not talking about just physically but emotionally and spiritually. Of course I know me and what I expect but I mean in regards to my completion of womanhood. I believe the first time I acknowledge my womanhood and I am not referring to my virginity, but making decisions and those feelings deep within. I have heard what breaks you only makes you stronger, but doesn't it make you weaker at some point to? Think about it, a broken heart hurts like a mothafuckah and you can regain strength by all means and become bitter, but is this bitterness a feeling of resentment that gives reasoning for you to regain your strength??? I want to change that this time. I admit I am sweet as all can be, but when you burn bridges with me I cut loose like strings on clothes. To make a long story short and not go on my random tangent, this year lets make change for 2011. No more riff raff and putting up with the bullshit people distribute. I want to grow and become more grounded with life because it's too short. I hope reading this you will take a 15 second period after and reevaluate yourself totally. I am done. fin. Mack

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Say YES to the Dress!

Not this one, but that one is what you say internally to yourself as you choose the right the fit! Scrambling from shelve, window displays, and asking the floor reps to find it, is usually the case as well. That one moment arrives and you find the right color and style and say YES!, is the bestt feeling in the world. At this point the price does not even matter, just as long as you are the only person wearing it and it looks over-the-top GREAT on you you have to do it! It is an MUST. So while shopping in Pasadena, I found that yes dress! The color was "highlighter yellow" and it just screamed buy me. The detail on the shoulder was padded along with 3-d flowers, I mean how could a girl say no to this?? It was chic in every way, so of course me being me I played around in it and acted as if I was in the photoshoot of the lifetime in my mind! I posed and used props! Courtesy of great lighting and a phone I was set. The ideal behind this was that when you see something and you feel it in your heart you should have it, you should buy it. Do not limit yourself from being fashionably loud, its unfair to you and the world! Use every moment in the store as if it is your last. Remember its not what you buy, but how you ROCK it... That goes a long way, dont you think?