New Year... But am I Old Me???

I wanna switch it up a bit... Have you ever felt that you had unanswered questions? There are just somethings that were not put to rest from the past. It is common though... Right??? There is so much that has came about from me and evolved that sometimes I cannot contain it. The question I want to ask myself is "What do you want?" I am not talking about just physically but emotionally and spiritually. Of course I know me and what I expect but I mean in regards to my completion of womanhood. I believe the first time I acknowledge my womanhood and I am not referring to my virginity, but making decisions and those feelings deep within. I have heard what breaks you only makes you stronger, but doesn't it make you weaker at some point to? Think about it, a broken heart hurts like a mothafuckah and you can regain strength by all means and become bitter, but is this bitterness a feeling of resentment that gives reasoning for you to regain your strength??? I want to change that this time. I admit I am sweet as all can be, but when you burn bridges with me I cut loose like strings on clothes. To make a long story short and not go on my random tangent, this year lets make change for 2011. No more riff raff and putting up with the bullshit people distribute. I want to grow and become more grounded with life because it's too short. I hope reading this you will take a 15 second period after and reevaluate yourself totally. I am done. fin. Mack